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[27 Jun 2006|01:30pm]

So fun
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[24 Jun 2006|02:49pm]

Here I am, at work....and what am I doing?

Penny Aracade and Kystrel.


I lov my job. I get payed to surf the web, pretty much.
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[18 Jun 2006|01:22am]
One of the MOST amazing pictures I have EVER seen.
If you play an instrument, you knowo what I mean...NSFW!!Collapse )

Isn't it amazing? So much emotion. Raw power...and bliss.
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[09 Jun 2006|10:52pm]
I saw these photos, and had to share....
Beautiful placesCollapse )
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Look at this awesome Toolbar! [07 Jun 2006|06:13pm]


Yeah, so still no reply from Nick.  Someone sent me the message he had typed on mySpace....and he really regrets what he did...because he was tripping.  Pisses me off that he's doing drugs, and now he has that to answer to. but still, I need to talk to him, to straighten everything out.  One way or antoher.


So I've found this cool thing for my Mozilla browser...it brings up random sites based on my interests.  It's pretty awesome.  Shall I show you?

And tons of other cool things!  And I still love this little updater thing!

Oh, one more thing....
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Hello World! [07 Jun 2006|01:24am]
Purple elephant pants!

I found this neat new thing that lets me update from the websites I am at!  Isn't that neato?  So as I go through each day, I will be updating in this neat window.  Hope you all are up for some heavy reading.

(Not that many people look at my LJ)
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[01 May 2006|11:09pm]
I dunno, I kinda like it...

The cool hint of winter's presence,
the light patter of life passed.
A faint, soft whisper, the
word only     L     leaving a mild
mark in life. Death is
as death does, following the
word with a strategic push.
The edge draws near, but
alas, it recedes. and lo' behold
the push now a pull, mere
eternal solitude     U     escaping as
the life is etched back
into veins that have felt
dead for years, renewed
known only by one word
a term used     S     only by
those who have felt it,
used it, acted upon it and
thus the oblige to it
forever succumbing
to what they      T     will forever
seek, bringing them back
from the death the expierence
when alone and without it
the point of life, the
meaning of everything becomes one.
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Yeah [22 Jan 2006|07:47pm]

t's kinda like that.
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[09 Jan 2006|11:19am]

LiveJournal Username
have you dirty thoughts??
wants to pound you till you break the headboardwerkzeug1390
wants to tongue bathe youmiroku52
uses your picture as part of their masterbatory rituals...kwang69
draws xxx rated pictures of you and them togethereisforerica
wants to tie you down and have their way with youblasphemyforyou
wants to do you in public :Ometroidhunter
Fun Quizzes by Valerie at BlogQuiz.Net
Pisces Horoscope at DailyHoroscopes.Biz

God, you guys. You're dirty.

Especially you, Erica.
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[02 Jan 2006|12:59pm]
I found my wallet.

Yes, a post JUST to let you know that I have found my wallet, and notifying you that this post was just for that. Other then that this post is empty, besides me telling you I found my wallet, that this post was dedicated JUST to that, and that this is an empty post.

That is all.

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Payday [01 Jan 2006|06:46pm]
I got payed!! Yay!

Then I lost my wallet.
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Gay Fucking Queers. I'll show them all how it's done! [03 Dec 2005|10:13pm]

Gay/Lesbian movie! You love fooling around with the
same sex, so it's no surprise you'll be
starring in a gay porn flick. We all know you
"swing that way"...

What kind of porno would you star in?
brought to you by Quizilla

Of course. Is it any surprise?
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Stereo-types. [27 Nov 2005|08:55pm]
People need to fucking stop with the stereo-types. It's really starting to fucking piss me the fuck off. Such as:

If you like TBS and BN, you're a cutter that cries all the time.

Like Rammstein? You're a poser freak that likes him cause he sings in german.

Enjoy rap? Get the fuck out, I don't want you stealing my shit.

Are you black? Maibi ii shud talke 2 u lyke dis.

Gay? You can't do anything, you're too much of a pussy, since you like the cock.

A girl? Let me lift that for you, it's genetics, hun, don't be mad.

Look! Someone with a mullet! I bet they're missing most of their teeth and don't make shit for money!

Dude....I'm a surfer...and dude....like...dude.....

You like what? I've never heard of that, you're conforming to a non-conformist state of wanting to be different!

It's like these days no matter what you like you getting dissed on by some other asshole who likes something else. Ever think that some people have a characteristic of a stereotype without being that stereotype? Fuckheads, think. Ever think that maybe something's so popular because it's GOOD? Not just cause people want to like the same thing? Go fuck yourself, unvierse. We all need to die.
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Boredom [26 Nov 2005|10:15am]
It Strikes AgainCollapse )
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I wish [19 Nov 2005|06:33pm]
I wish I could do this with my hair.

What is you True Anime Character? (Girls&Boys) by albino blackWolf
Favorite Anime
Candy or Ice Cream?
What is your favorite color?
Your Apperance
You want..Independence
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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[16 Nov 2005|08:21pm]

Image hosted by Photobucket.com

Go listen, children.
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[13 Nov 2005|10:38pm]
You know what's REALLY REALLY annoying in a funny way?

Men who yell at the TV, even though they're watching the game alone.

What's the point of "WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!" ?
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[08 Nov 2005|08:06pm]
Argh!! Kenji said she wanted me to take it in the quiz, so how can I NOT?!

Two Names You Go By
1. Burandin
2. Bill

Two Parts of Your Heritage
1. Russian
2. Irish

Two Things That Scare You
1. Creepy Crawly things.
2. The furture.

Two of Your Everyday Essentials
1. Nick
2. Computer

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now
1. My Woody shirt
2. Pants I made back pockets for.

Two of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists
1. Plain white T's
2. Bayside

Two Things You Want in a Relationship
1. Trust
2. Honesty

Two Favorite Movies:
1. Mindhunters
2. Charlie & the Chocolate Factory (2005)

Two things You hate:
1. Liars
2. Hipocrites

Two Physical Things that Appeal to You
1. Skin
2. Eyes + Hair

Two of Your Favorite Hobbies
1. Doing internet stuff
2. Thinking

Two Things You Want Really Badly
1. To be 18
2. To be able to go where I wanted when I wanted

Two Places You Want to go on Vacation
1. Mother Russia
2. Germany

Two Things You Want to Do Before You Die
1. Be successful
2. Accept myself

Two Ways that you are stereotypically a Chick/Guy
2. Rawr, look at these manly muscles taht I got from sitting around all day!

Two Things You Normally Wouldn't Admit
1. That's for me to know
2. & for you to never find out!

Two people I would like to see take this quiz
1. Sarah
2. Colby
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[27 Sep 2005|05:09pm]
I'm in love. And in this moment, it is overwhelming, knowing that he loves me as much as I love him...

The butterflies in my stomach, they could bring me to my knees...Collapse )</lj
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[04 Sep 2005|12:15pm]
1. Choose a band/artist: The Cardigans

2. Answer the questions below ONLY using titles of their songs.

3. Are you male or female: Iron Man

4: Describe yourself: I'm in touch with your world

5. How do some people feel about you: Plain Parade

6. How do you feel about yourself: Couldn't Care Less

7. Describe your ex boyfriend / girlfriend: Closing Time

8. Describe current boyfriend / girlfriend: And then you kissed me...

9. Describe where you want to be: Daddy's Car

10.Describe how you live: Hanging Around

11.Describe how you love: For what it's worth

12. What would you ask for if you had just one wish: Junk of the Hearts

13. Share a few words of Wisdom: Live and learn

14. Favorite thing: Sabbath, Bloody Sabbath

15. Describe your day: In the afternoon.

16 Now say goodbye: Last song

Wow....The Cardigans have some kick ass song titles. Granted, I had to look up what songs they sing. But, I like those!
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[26 Aug 2005|11:06pm]
I'm a gay bastard, you know that?

General Artificial Youth Built for Accurate Sabotage, Thorough Assassination and Rational Destruction
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Movies [25 Aug 2005|09:59pm]
See what happens?


Her friend calls. The movies 30 minutes in, not too much happening.
I don't mind the interuption. But then it lasts for 5 minutes.
God damn.

And then it's over. I'm like 'yay I can spend time with my mom now.'

And then an hour and ten minutes into the movie it rings again. I ask "Mom, please be quick." She tells me she will.

That was 15 minutes ago.

What the hell. And everyone wonders why I don't spend time with the family. Cause I get treated like a fucking second hand son.
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[23 Aug 2005|05:38pm]

Brandon William Camp's Aliases

Your movie star name: Oreo Bill

Your fashion designer name is Brandon Venice

Your socialite name is Woogs Basement

Your fly girl / guy name is B Cam

Your detective name is Pazuzu Mariner

Your barfly name is Candy Bar Vodka

Your soap opera name is William Lowelle

Your rock star name is Skittles Nick

Your star wars name is Brashe Camnic

Your punk rock band name is The Happy Saftey Pin

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[22 Aug 2005|09:16pm]
I hope everyone enjoys the new layout. It took me all but thirty seconds to do.
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[20 Aug 2005|12:51am]
Ok...so now I have to remember how to do an LJ cut.

You guys better look at the pictures. I am developing skills in computer applications.

I should get a fucking cookie.Collapse )

Thanks, Kenji, for the pictures!!!
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[17 Aug 2005|06:51pm]
Thanks, mom. For taking me driving.

And fuck Joe for making me feel like an incompetent, irresponsible piece of shit. And telling me to repark the car.
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[15 Aug 2005|03:50pm]
See??? I AM paranoid.

I wonder why...:-\

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||| 40%
Stability |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 43%
Altruism |||||||||||| 50%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70%
Intellectual |||||||||||||| 56%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||| 50%
Materialism |||||||||| 36%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Adventurousness |||||||||| 36%
Work ethic |||||| 30%
Self absorbed |||| 16%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Need to dominate |||| 16%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||||||||| 36%
Anti-authority |||| 16%
Wealth |||| 16%
Dependency |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Change averse |||||||||||||| 56%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical Fitness |||||| 24%
Histrionic |||||||||||||| 56%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Vanity |||||||||||||| 56%
Hypersensitivity |||| 16%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||| 70%

The sad thing is that I'm paranoid, AND dependent.
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[14 Aug 2005|12:03pm]
Your Homicidal Rampage! by crash_and_burn
Your name:
Weapon of Choice:Plastic bag
Your Favorite Target:People named "Steve"
Your Kill Count:1,052,744,984
Your Battle Cry:"Touch me, I'm happy!"
Years You Spend in Jail:50
How Much Money In Damages You Cause:$303,807,926,248,596
Your Homocidal Insanity Level:: 100%
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Which Inuyasha character will save you when you go on a homicidal rampage?(Girls only...lovely pics) by Sesshoumaru_Rox
Using what:Jaken's Staff...Amazing isn't it?
When:December 3, 2016
Damage cost:$82,425,356
Who do you want to save you:
Who will save you:
Your reaction:"Yeah...whatever...thanks..." ::faintly smiles, then walks away::(thats the way to do it)
Quiz created with MemeGen!

The Homicidal Maniac You... by xdyingxflamezx
Weapon of ChoiceAcid
Victims per day342
Your DeathJanuary 17, 2081
Your Death...Camel Drool
Quiz created with MemeGen!

What Radiohead song would play during your homicidal rage?
by moonrevel
LiveJournal Name
First Name
SongClimbing up the Walls
VolumeCan still hear the confusion
Speed of rampageSlow mo
Bodies down10
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Homicidal Insanity by forty5calphysco
Weapon of choice
Cloud or Barret
Favorite Victem
Quiz created with MemeGen!

What is your level of insanity? by insanitycontinues
How insane do you think you are?
How insane do others think you are?
Choose a phrase.
Level of insanity. (1-10)9(O_O O_O O_O O_O)
Date you went insane.May 2, 1998
Favorite Trek series.TNG
Favorite quote from Hitchhikers guide to the galaxWe will return to normality as soon as we figure out what is normal anyway.
Quiz created with MemeGen!

How & Why Will Johnny the Homicidal Maniac Kill You?
by beautifulpoet
how he killed youdisembowel you with a spork
time he killed youJune 12, 2009
why he killed youyou made fun of his clothes
afterwards hedraw "Happy Noodle Boy"
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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[12 Aug 2005|07:21pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Every day I wish more and more that another part of the world would go missing.

Every time some smart ass thinks he's funny by calling me gay (wow, that's original) I wish I could just make certain things vanish.

Most of you will never know how it's like.

Getting treated like a mutant freak and piece of shit.

it's not the same as being treated like shit acuse you dress different and listen to weird music.

But being hated for the one you LOVE. Being shunned because the one you care about most in your life is the same gender as you.

Of course it's ok if you're a girl.

Which is another thing that pisses me off...

All thses fuckers that have problems of their own and try to take it out on me cause what?

Cause I'm gay. That's right. Cause i'm THAT much fucking different.

You know what?

Eat me. I don't give a flying fuck what the hell you think of me you pig-nosed tight-wad arrogant pieces of bloody shit.

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[10 Aug 2005|09:07pm]
99 Red Balloons
You and I in a little toy shop
buy a bag of balloons
with the money we've got
Set them free at the break of dawn
'Til one by one, they were gone
Back at base, bugs in the software
Flash the message,
"Something's out there"
Floating in the summer sky
99 red balloons go by.

99 red balloons
floating in the summer sky
Panic bells, it's red alert
There's something here
from somewhere else
The war machine springs to life
Opens up one eager eye
Focusing it on the sky
Where 99 red balloons go by.

99 Decision Street,
99 ministers meet
To worry, worry, super-scurry
Call the troops out in a hurry
This is what we've waited for
This is it boys, this is war
The president is on the line
As 99 red balloons go by.

99 Knights of the air
ride super-high-tech jet fighters
Everyone's a Silverhero
Everyone's a Captain Kirk
With orders to identify
To clarify and classify
Scramble in the summer sky
As 99 red balloons go by.

As 99 red balloons go by.

99 dreams I have had
In every one a red balloon
It's all over and I'm standin' pretty
In this dust that was a city
If I could find a souvenier
Just to prove the world was here...
And here is a red balloon
I think of you and let it go.

How can You NOT love this fucking song? I downloaded every cover I could find.
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